Momma, It’s never the same

And now here we are. Another Valentines season without you. It just isn’t fair. You should have called me and I will be answering my phone and do videocall 😉 as we gossip. I will forever hate Cancer for putting a halt on making more Valentines memories with you.

It’s true that I have incredible people in my life, but not one of them is you. I don’t know why your “I’m so proud of you” had such an immense impact on my life, but it did, and I never thought I would yearn to hear that as much as I do now. I could hear it 100 times from others, but it doesn’t have the same impact. So I hope that you are proud. I hope that you see my hard work, my resilience, my dedication. I hope you know that you are a big reason why I work so hard. I want your legacy to live on. I want to be remembered the same way you are. I want to leave this Earth having made an impact. Not just sitting around letting life pass by. But making memories, working hard, and loving loudly.

So happy valentines Mom. Hopefully you are surrounded by some angels, and watching down on all of us as we keep your memory close to our heart. Pay us a visit in the form of a twinkling light, or a song on the radio. We will be listening. And we will be missing you, this valentines day and always.